Patience wearing off

I had 2nd thoughts about attending the wedding last night. Decided to attend and I totally regretted. I came back crying all night and ended up with swollen eyes today.

Saw the toot's pretty cousin who is still pretty when pregnant. Throughout the whole dinner, I don't even want to look at her in the eye. I thought it was ok until my stupid MIL asked me, she look very good right. DUH then stupid FIL said he want 2 grandchildren. FUCK YOU PEOPLE!

I was extremely disturbed and couldn't sleep and cried through the night. You know, you are never going to get what you want. So stop harping on it and make me feel disgusted with you.